First of all, I want to thank everyone who reads this, everyone who shared their love with me, every one of my students for being in my classes - every one for the constant support.
I am a mom. I am a wife. I am a sister. I am a friend. I am a woman. I am sad. I am human. I am me.
My sister's medical situation is just one of the ... let's say... not positive things in my life that came to light this week. I am dealing with what will potentially be a HUGE change in my life. I am not ready to open up about it yet. But suffice to say this week presented challanges that will change me as a person. And I am sad. Deep down inside I am sad.
My best friend told me she recently wrote a list of the things in her life that bring her happiness. In her darkest times - she looks at the list - to remind herself she is luckier than most. She has a lot to be grateful for... and I do too. here is my list:
-My son, Ben.
-Greg, my husband
-My Mom
-My sister
-My best friend
-all of my friends
-Yoga
-Teaching
-My students
-My cats
-sunshine
-holidays - all of them
-travel - memories of all travel
-dreams of travel
-fudge
-glassy baby candles
I will take my life one day at a time. I will practice my yoga on and off the mat. I will breathe. I will love. I will be present. I will be grateful. I will try. Every day, I will try.
Thanks JL, for this reminder that life is worth living even when peaks give way to troughs. <3
ReplyDeleteJL - I am sorry. I wish I could make you feel happier. HUGS and happy thougts are coming your way!
ReplyDeleteDon't forget cupcakes! :) Love you lots, sweetie, big hugs. Mwah!
ReplyDeleteI lvoe you too friend and am hear 24/7 for you...you also forgot Hello Kitty...I know Hello Kitty things make you happy also!!! xoxoxox
ReplyDeletewow typos... *love *here
ReplyDeleteyou all know me so well.. Yes, Hello Kitty and cupcakes deserve to be there :)
ReplyDeleteThanks friends. Really thank you so much for the love. I need it.